I am satisfied with my life now......
Live happily......
Focus on study,fight for STPM,wait for the changes after 5 years......

不同的背景
不同的文化
不同的礼俗
不同的语言
不同的生活习惯
我能跨越吗？

努力......

The book of story will be kept forever
The history which we went through will never be forgotten
The appearance of you made my life filled with colour
Although there is a lost in the intermediate,but you will never be replace by anyone
You are still the best,the unforgetable...
I will be waiting for you here,no matter how much the world has change,how bitter the journey will be
You are the only moral support for me to continue my study
I work so hard just for your sake
Your smile has brighten my day,although you are not here with me,the smile has always been kept in heart

Wait for your return......there is always a place there for you no matter how far you are and how long you leave
Unforgetable......

Permata Yang Dicari~Dehearty

Hadirnya tanpa kusedari
Menggamit kasih cinta bersemi
Hadir cinta insan padaku ini
Anugerah kurniaan Ilahi

Lembut tutur bicaranya
Menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya
Kesopanannya memikat di hati
Mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini

Ya Allah Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu

Dialah permata yang dicari
Selama ini baru kutemui
Tapi ku tak pasti rencana Ilahi
Apakah dia kan kumiliki
Tidak sekali dinodai nafsu
Akan kubatasi dengan syariat-Mu
Jika dirinya bukan untukku
Redha hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu

Ya Allah Engkaulah tempat kubergantung harapanku
Kuharap diriku sentiasa di bawah rahmat-Mu

A nice and meaningful song,I like it!

if there is a chance to meet you again
the heartbeat sure will increase again
there is nobody can replace your place
the absent of you
made me become weaker and weaker
untill today i was still unable to stand on my own

hope for the present of you
hope for your return to your own country
hope you will live better than me
all the best for you DR.

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎


珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....


~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~


如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?


在电邮里读到的几句话，觉得蛮有意思的~

了解我的人，永远都不会误会我
我只能这么说，因为都无所谓了
真正了解我的人不会让我这么难过的......

Better In Time ~Leona Lewis

(Ooooh)

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the past

I believe it

And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

A nice song,like it very much!

I like this pet~
just because it is cute
it look like blur = ME
that's all.....

=.=lll

哈哈哈...
只是一个星期的假期，我就长胖了。大概是馋嘴的后果吧！真的是后悔~
不过最近压力好像越来越大，就只好以吃来发泄情绪咯！这应该就是为什么我越压力就越胖的原因吧，哈哈哈....

今天有Majlis Perpisahan St Jonh，还蛮累的，不过这个大概就是我最后一次参加St Jonh的活动了吧~想当初为了进St John,哈哈...我们使出浑身解数，经过一番努力及哀求才得以加入，真的是得来不易丫！但，我从来都没有后悔过，因为St John生涯给我留下了很多可贵的回忆。希望接下来的学弟学妹们能继续努力，把St John发扬光大！加油了！！

原来一开始就是个错......
错误的感觉，
错误的相信，
错误的天真，
错误的网络，
错误的相识，
错了再错......

我想像中的你，原来跟现实是差那么多的......

现在已经到了不知该怎样面对你的地步了
很害怕见到你，
很怕很怕...
真得很怕......

我能做的就只有躲
躲过了今天躲不过明天
我还能躲到什么时候？

这样的压力已经带给我负担了
不知道什么时候会垮下
我只希望能好好的过完这中学生崖罢了
可是路好像越来越难走了

影响了我的心情
影响了我的生活
我讨厌这样

我败给了自己
也败给了你............

me


studying


resting


thinking


me & sis

For the time being.......

study is more important than anythings,so,from now on,i may be away from here for 2 months to focus on study...
hehehe.....all the best and gambateh to all of my friends too who are going to have the exam soon~

hope to present at here soon......bye bye