I wish I could hug her like how auntie Sofia hug me
I wish she could protect me like how auntie Sofia proctect me
I wish we could talk like how auntie Sofia talk with me
I wish I wish I really wish....
6 years ago
Friday, July 17, 2015
Monday, June 29, 2015
Saturday, 27th June 2015
A very talented man
The more I know about him, the more I don't understand him.
When he came closer, I feel fear.
The shoulder is warm and safe, but the mind and heart is a mess.
I didn't lean this close to anyone before like this.
I guess no women would want a man who juggled with 3 women at a time.
He used to be a faithful man from what I've heard from the others but I really have no idea why would he became like what he is now. He shouldn't mess himself up that way!!! He shouldn't!!! Else he will definitely be a great man.
The more I know about him, the more I don't understand him.
When he came closer, I feel fear.
The shoulder is warm and safe, but the mind and heart is a mess.
I didn't lean this close to anyone before like this.
I guess no women would want a man who juggled with 3 women at a time.
He used to be a faithful man from what I've heard from the others but I really have no idea why would he became like what he is now. He shouldn't mess himself up that way!!! He shouldn't!!! Else he will definitely be a great man.
Dateline dateline
Shall I go for a job that I really have 0 interest with or a job that I LOVE?
Realistic sometimes killing me.
Realistic sometimes killing me.
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Tuesday, 23rd June 2015
Yes, I went to the gallery again :)
Of course today is also a fun day.
Gia & I blew the balloons and played a game [balloons catching], hahaha....we ran and catch the balloons like crazy. I don't care how people look at me, I could still be a kid :D
I enjoy what I did. I be who I am. Lots of fun, laughter, sweat~~~
Then, we go down stairs and bought some food for tea time. Her favourite waffle flavour is strawberry + chocolate. She is really a kind girl, she fought with Sabastion before that and he even broke up her paper stick, but she still thinking of buying him some kaya balls and some others guys so that they won't be looking at us while we're eating. And I also realized how could he be that rude to a little girl, quite disappointed with him. Still behave so much like a kid as he is now 19 yrs old!
Later on, Gia show me some videos she love to watch on youtube. She told me she even created her own youtube channel named "The weirdoz" and tried to make her very first video and posted it on youtube. She was so happy because she got her first LIKE for her video "Mylittle pony magazine + wonderful surprises! " I couldn't found her channel and the link of the video at the moment maybe because of the privacy issue, I will post it here once I got it.
Now only I realized she is really a smart girl, she said she capture the video on her, edit, add music to the vid, add caption and posted the video by herself without help from anyone [she is only 11 yrs old] ! She watched a few similar video like that, about un-boxing some toys, and she did her own version. After showing me her first vid, she said she had came to and idea to make a 2nd vid, maybe snap some picture of the scenery and put them into a video and do some edit. Never know an 11 yrs old girl could be so creative. Then, we really took some pictures around the gallery wait and see the results on tomorrow ;)
We talked a lot today, after she fought with Sabastion. She was like unhappy for a while, but feel ok later after some talk. She told me she pretend that her friend Maiya is her sister because she has no brother and sister, she said she is alone and no one wants to play with her. I said ain't I am human, haha.....Ain't I played with her? She said yes, but only this few days. I feel sad, but I can't do much to help her, but spend more time with her :) She is really kind and strong, when Sabastion broke up her paper stick, she doesn't feel happy, but she took back her stick and tried to amend it with her own way. She didn't cry.
The more I spend my time here, the more I feel I've messed up my life. I was suppose to do some mind clearing, but I think get messed. It's about the time to leave, I think.
Yes, I went to the gallery again :)
Of course today is also a fun day.
Gia & I blew the balloons and played a game [balloons catching], hahaha....we ran and catch the balloons like crazy. I don't care how people look at me, I could still be a kid :D
I enjoy what I did. I be who I am. Lots of fun, laughter, sweat~~~
Then, we go down stairs and bought some food for tea time. Her favourite waffle flavour is strawberry + chocolate. She is really a kind girl, she fought with Sabastion before that and he even broke up her paper stick, but she still thinking of buying him some kaya balls and some others guys so that they won't be looking at us while we're eating. And I also realized how could he be that rude to a little girl, quite disappointed with him. Still behave so much like a kid as he is now 19 yrs old!
Later on, Gia show me some videos she love to watch on youtube. She told me she even created her own youtube channel named "The weirdoz" and tried to make her very first video and posted it on youtube. She was so happy because she got her first LIKE for her video "Mylittle pony magazine + wonderful surprises! " I couldn't found her channel and the link of the video at the moment maybe because of the privacy issue, I will post it here once I got it.
Now only I realized she is really a smart girl, she said she capture the video on her, edit, add music to the vid, add caption and posted the video by herself without help from anyone [she is only 11 yrs old] ! She watched a few similar video like that, about un-boxing some toys, and she did her own version. After showing me her first vid, she said she had came to and idea to make a 2nd vid, maybe snap some picture of the scenery and put them into a video and do some edit. Never know an 11 yrs old girl could be so creative. Then, we really took some pictures around the gallery wait and see the results on tomorrow ;)
We talked a lot today, after she fought with Sabastion. She was like unhappy for a while, but feel ok later after some talk. She told me she pretend that her friend Maiya is her sister because she has no brother and sister, she said she is alone and no one wants to play with her. I said ain't I am human, haha.....Ain't I played with her? She said yes, but only this few days. I feel sad, but I can't do much to help her, but spend more time with her :) She is really kind and strong, when Sabastion broke up her paper stick, she doesn't feel happy, but she took back her stick and tried to amend it with her own way. She didn't cry.
The more I spend my time here, the more I feel I've messed up my life. I was suppose to do some mind clearing, but I think get messed. It's about the time to leave, I think.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Sunday, 21st June 2015
I came to the gallery again.
LOL I didn't study a single word at all, but lots of fun and LOL.
I enjoyed it.
Gia forgot to bring her medicine and asked me to drive her back home to get them. It was a fun trip. Her dogs Teddy, Chewy & Brownie are all waiting her at the door, so lovely. After getting the medicine, I walk around the house and it was actually a nice house that I like, lots of precious items, CD, The Beatles posters and lots more, It is like a heaven for me :D
Then, Gia asked whether she can feed her dogs before we go, and of course I said yes :D
Her dogs are so obedient and cute. Haha....she was having fun while feeding them. I even dare to pet the dog!!!! OMG!!!!
After that we went back to the gallery.
He told me more and more and more about his stories. The more I know the more I think he is unhappy with his current life. He could be a free bird, but he choose not to because of his daughter. And this is the most attractive part of him. The way he love his kid.
He is really talented. Hard to find a second man like him.
Gia is sick, keep sneezing and feel sleepy after taking medicine, but she still insist to learn to crochet. We planned to crochet a bee, but that was way too hard, hahaha. We need more youtube tutorial. He kept talking to me, I can't remove focus from him.
Before we go back, he even show me his robotic project. Gosh, that's really amazing. I really hope I could help him in the programming part so that he can finish his robot faster. The most surprise thing is he is still looking back at his old blog, lol....not sure will he read all the stupid comment I left there. Hope he is not and not link to here XD Hahahahaha
**LOL**
He asked me to be Gia's baby sitter. Hahahahaha
I have no idea why would he came with this idea. He said he don't trust people easily, then he trust me? I don't know. I am not sure where will I be after July, if I would still work and live in JB for long term of course I would love to help him.
I started to worry, I left so much memories here, I am scared when the day I leave, I would cry like a nuts. Everything was so wonderful here.
I came to the gallery again.
LOL I didn't study a single word at all, but lots of fun and LOL.
I enjoyed it.
Gia forgot to bring her medicine and asked me to drive her back home to get them. It was a fun trip. Her dogs Teddy, Chewy & Brownie are all waiting her at the door, so lovely. After getting the medicine, I walk around the house and it was actually a nice house that I like, lots of precious items, CD, The Beatles posters and lots more, It is like a heaven for me :D
Then, Gia asked whether she can feed her dogs before we go, and of course I said yes :D
Her dogs are so obedient and cute. Haha....she was having fun while feeding them. I even dare to pet the dog!!!! OMG!!!!
After that we went back to the gallery.
He told me more and more and more about his stories. The more I know the more I think he is unhappy with his current life. He could be a free bird, but he choose not to because of his daughter. And this is the most attractive part of him. The way he love his kid.
He is really talented. Hard to find a second man like him.
Gia is sick, keep sneezing and feel sleepy after taking medicine, but she still insist to learn to crochet. We planned to crochet a bee, but that was way too hard, hahaha. We need more youtube tutorial. He kept talking to me, I can't remove focus from him.
Before we go back, he even show me his robotic project. Gosh, that's really amazing. I really hope I could help him in the programming part so that he can finish his robot faster. The most surprise thing is he is still looking back at his old blog, lol....not sure will he read all the stupid comment I left there. Hope he is not and not link to here XD Hahahahaha
**LOL**
He asked me to be Gia's baby sitter. Hahahahaha
I have no idea why would he came with this idea. He said he don't trust people easily, then he trust me? I don't know. I am not sure where will I be after July, if I would still work and live in JB for long term of course I would love to help him.
I started to worry, I left so much memories here, I am scared when the day I leave, I would cry like a nuts. Everything was so wonderful here.
Saturday, 20th June 2015
I went to the gallery as usual.
Good news, he recovered from his chest infection and Gia was there too :D
Surprise! Sabastion came to the gallery too after gym session.
Great more people more merrier.
Haha....quite focus on study at the beginning, but then~~~~
Half way studying, he said he going to play a weird song, the song was nice, but I can't get its name to download the whole song ==
Didn't realized Gia was there at the beginning as she was hiding in her "house" with her friend Maiya. She suddenly came out say halo and give me a hug. She is really a sweet girl, each time she see me, she will hug me/ say she miss me/ she love me. How sweet she is. I wish I could really have a daughter like her
After Maiya go back home, she spent some time playing with me, lol lots of running, hide & seek and news broadcasting. She actually likes to dance and she dance quite wll + cute. I run whole day with my slipper LOL
Then, he told me to help Gia to move her "house". Haha....still lots of fun. She sometimes wasn't happy with her dad, she then keep quiet and he has no idea as well. I am not sure does he really understand Gia or not. He sometimes mess up her life, but he don't know. Sometimes Gia doesn't know why her dad angry too, and he never explain. We move out all the stuff in her house and replace them later with a few modification in the house. Gia was so happy because the new pace has light, she can read and do something in her house :D
After all and all......
An accident happened while I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green on my way back home. A motor crash on my car, I was trying to check whether is he injured, but then he ran away!!! My car was damaged ==
I was really mad! The guy hit and ran and wasted so much of my time to make a report at the police station! And the procedure at the police station was stu**d too!!~~
Wasted 4 hrs in total just to make a report ==
It was 1.15am when I reach home. So tired. It ruined my nice mood!!!
I went to the gallery as usual.
Good news, he recovered from his chest infection and Gia was there too :D
Surprise! Sabastion came to the gallery too after gym session.
Great more people more merrier.
Haha....quite focus on study at the beginning, but then~~~~
Half way studying, he said he going to play a weird song, the song was nice, but I can't get its name to download the whole song ==
Didn't realized Gia was there at the beginning as she was hiding in her "house" with her friend Maiya. She suddenly came out say halo and give me a hug. She is really a sweet girl, each time she see me, she will hug me/ say she miss me/ she love me. How sweet she is. I wish I could really have a daughter like her
After Maiya go back home, she spent some time playing with me, lol lots of running, hide & seek and news broadcasting. She actually likes to dance and she dance quite wll + cute. I run whole day with my slipper LOL
Then, he told me to help Gia to move her "house". Haha....still lots of fun. She sometimes wasn't happy with her dad, she then keep quiet and he has no idea as well. I am not sure does he really understand Gia or not. He sometimes mess up her life, but he don't know. Sometimes Gia doesn't know why her dad angry too, and he never explain. We move out all the stuff in her house and replace them later with a few modification in the house. Gia was so happy because the new pace has light, she can read and do something in her house :D
After all and all......
An accident happened while I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green on my way back home. A motor crash on my car, I was trying to check whether is he injured, but then he ran away!!! My car was damaged ==
I was really mad! The guy hit and ran and wasted so much of my time to make a report at the police station! And the procedure at the police station was stu**d too!!~~
Wasted 4 hrs in total just to make a report ==
It was 1.15am when I reach home. So tired. It ruined my nice mood!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Turtle speed in working & dinner with Jennifer & family
Monday, June 15, 2015
Since last week, my rest day already changed to Monday, because I rented a space @ White Box to study before my up coming job interview and the gallery close on every Monday, I have no other suitable place to go for study. [Library will never be a good choice, I never never sleep in the library XD]So, today is rest day for study, but work day for Mashiit. Got to pack up part of the fabric for clearance before I go. LOL.....I was packing with turtle speed and ~~~~ the job never got done, hahahaha......maybe continue packing on tomorrow as the gallery will close earlier.
LOL! Dinner! Got myself ready @ 6.45pm, dressed up, planned to go out at this hour, but my car come back late, urghhhh.....again, almost late for the meet up. Got the car @ abt 7.05pm. Arrived shape at the restaurant @ 7.30pm, I was driving like crazy rush all the way from Kempas to Sutera!!!
Time to make a change, dress up dress up :)
Hahahahaha.....crap. Again it was a match matching session =.=
Jennifer, Charlie, Jolie + a married couple + their friend Mr. CK Lee. This is the 2nd time we had meal together with Mr. Lee. I do believe he is a good guy, but ~~~~ hahahahahaha~~~~ too bad no chemical reaction happened between us [at least on my side]. That was quite awkward, he didn't speak much. Quite boring.
I really hope ~~ no more match making session next time, lol
I dont feel comfortable with that ~
But I do enjoy spending time with Jolie and her parents. lovely~
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I drive to and back from dcm everyday, now only I started to enjoy the moment of driving. It is abt 20 - 30 mins driving distance, 15 mins if I drift, lots of stuff floating on my mind while driving~
Lots to think. Memories. Human. Relationship. Future.........
Now is 0107am, time to sleep. goodnight :)
Monday, June 15, 2015
A day @ Angry Bird Theme Park
Lots of fun today with Gia at Angry Bird Theme Park.
We jumped, we screamed, we climbed, we lol~~~
Wonderful time, how I wish time could stop forever at this moment.
She is such a nice girl, but too pity her parents gonna divorce soon.
I don't know whether she could accept this or not.
If I am a parent, I will make time for my kidz.
Brave Girl
Gummy, I had the grapes flavour & Gia had lemon flavour.
He told me a lots of his background and his personal life~
That was too complicated.
I don't understand what kind of person he really is.
I really don't.
Going to have dinner with Jennifer and Charlie + Jolie tomorrow.Hope there will not be any match making session this time >.< LOL
People starting to worry about my relationship status.
And yes, I did too.
But I wish to find the one which is the 1st one and also the LAST one.
My very very first time to be a PIRATE XD
Hahahahahahahahahaha
I never thought I would be so brave to dress like a pirate and had photograph with so many anonymous. Haha... I think I didn't look too bad though. Thanks Jon for giving me such a chance to try this out. An unforgettable memory and the little girl Gia (Anna) is so cute XD
Gia is a kind hearted, loving & caring person. How I wish I could have a daughter like her ^_^
I guess the cameraman doesn't know how to snap photo XD
Drove Gia & Sebastion back home.
Got chance to talk to her mother, she is so beautiful but too bad, she just don't have time for her kid.
I never thought I would be so brave to dress like a pirate and had photograph with so many anonymous. Haha... I think I didn't look too bad though. Thanks Jon for giving me such a chance to try this out. An unforgettable memory and the little girl Gia (Anna) is so cute XD
Gia is a kind hearted, loving & caring person. How I wish I could have a daughter like her ^_^
I guess the cameraman doesn't know how to snap photo XD
Drove Gia & Sebastion back home.
Got chance to talk to her mother, she is so beautiful but too bad, she just don't have time for her kid.
First received drawing
This is the first drawing I ever received!!!
Was a gift from a sweet girl, I've no idea why she gifted this to me, but I really love it!
With my favourite Sunflower on it, I'll gonna frame it ;)
Not sure did she see the smiley brooch I bought for her.
Hope she could be happy always :D
And I bought a batman for myself ^_^
Was a gift from a sweet girl, I've no idea why she gifted this to me, but I really love it!
With my favourite Sunflower on it, I'll gonna frame it ;)
Not sure did she see the smiley brooch I bought for her.
Hope she could be happy always :D
And I bought a batman for myself ^_^
Friday, June 12, 2015
And This Really Happened!
When I started Mashiit, I did questioned myself will there be one day that I will need to close Mashiit down.
And it really going to happen now~~~~~
If you trying to ask me [Don't you feel sad to close it down? Could you bear with that?]
Of course I will say That's ok.
And the reality is I am really really very very very sad!!!!
It meant everything to me.
I started it with only RM 1000, part of my school fees. Which meant if I failed the business, I might have no money to pay the school fees/ living expenses. There is also a special reason why I named it MASHIIT. It is like my own kid, I gave birth to it and now I am going to kill it! Could you tell me not to feel sad or simply take it easy?
And it really going to happen now~~~~~
If you trying to ask me [Don't you feel sad to close it down? Could you bear with that?]
Of course I will say That's ok.
And the reality is I am really really very very very sad!!!!
It meant everything to me.
I started it with only RM 1000, part of my school fees. Which meant if I failed the business, I might have no money to pay the school fees/ living expenses. There is also a special reason why I named it MASHIIT. It is like my own kid, I gave birth to it and now I am going to kill it! Could you tell me not to feel sad or simply take it easy?
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