Jay Sean - War

I would march across the desert to defeat my enemy
And i would lie here in the trenches with your picture next to me
And when i told you it's forever then that's how it's gonna be
Don't wanna let him just take the place of me (no)
Does he really know you like i know you, all the little things
Does he really love you like i love you, how can he compete
If he makes me fight for you, die for you
Would he do the same
This is turning to way more than a game

Now it feels like soldiers in a war
Non of us are backing down
And i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battleground
Cos he don't wanna leave and i don't wanna go
And i know just how this battle goes
He don't wanna leave and i don't wanna fight this kind of war

You know he's not the man you think he is, he's hiding all his flaws
So tell me what's the point of fighting because we'll all end up with scars
But god if that's what i must go through than i'm not prepared to lose
Cos i've already bled so much for you (no)

I'm getting kinda sick of this battle
Wish i could take it back to when i had you
I'm almost thinking that he can have you, just let him have you
It's getting kinda hard to convince you
After all the sh*t that we've been through
Why would you let all this happen
You got a choice to make it stop
Its already gone too far girl

20-02-2010

和Esther还有安妮去CS的时候遇见了舒苡。
舒苡说.........Uncle Jemin.........
舒苡说.........Uncle Jemin.........
舒苡说.........Uncle Jemin.........
舒苡说.........Uncle Jemin.........
舒苡说.........Uncle Jemin.........
嗯.....话题都围绕着Uncle Jemin......

嗯.....就这样

我知道的太少了......

Things that I found interesting or feel nice^^


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ME^^

最喜欢右下角那张，够拽！

Holiday^^

17-02-2010
Gathering at CS, 旺角

Hong, me, yan, li, ling


Hong, me, yan, li

18-02-2010
Second round gathering at Setia Tropika, Starbuck

Yan, huan, me, hong


hahaha.....Hong look like cramp~ing


lol....


hehe....


^^


欠扁


hehe....


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毛毛show time^^


强！


可爱哦^^


真聪明！

嗯.....减少颓废

开始天天上网看报纸了，不论多忙都得坚持。哈哈哈....不看华文报，只看英文报，因为我的英文严重退步了，是时候恶补了。有时候遇到生字的时候就一面读一面查字典。哈哈哈.....好像回到小学做功课的时候，不过至少我不想再让我的英文退步了。至于会不会进步，就得看我长不长进多努力一点了，呵呵呵...... 通常别人都是早上看报纸的，以前的我是下午或傍晚才看报纸的，现在，我是在最新鲜的时候看报纸的，哈哈哈.....凌晨一点多，因为晚上的网速比较快。

最近吃饭的时候常常都吃不完不然就是觉得很饱，哈哈哈.....不知道是怎么一回事，吃不多，但是又不会瘦。大概是没胃口吧~

我终于有黑眼圈了！哈哈哈.....从小到大，不论我经常多迟才睡觉，都从来没有过黑眼圈，不过这两个星期开始发现我渐渐有了熊猫眼，哈哈哈.....好的东西经过日积月累的摧残，终究也会毁于一旦。好吧，如果这两天assignment做得完的话，我就早一点睡觉。突然觉得黑眼圈很可怕，真的很丑。哈哈哈.....以前我都没担心过这个问题，所以都不知道身边有黑眼圈的人为什么会那么懊恼，现在终于明白了=.=lll

时间久了，后来发现，我已经戒掉吃marshmallow的习惯了。没有什么事是不可能的，很多事情都不一样了，哈哈哈.....我很好。突然很想念我第一次离开Besta那天，很开心，因为我不是一个人放工独自离开的。有些人可能一开始的时候，你会很讨厌他，讨厌到不行的那种，可是后来，他却有可能会成为一个很特别的人。反而，很要好的人，未必值得珍惜。嗯.....很多事情不能只看表面，有些时候我没有活在当下，没有真正感受当时的感觉，结果只看到一面而看不到另一面。(edited at 10.48pm)只怪我自己活得太糊涂....

生活小品：
~倘若有如果就不会有现在。
所以不要经常唉声叹气后悔这个后悔那个，哈哈哈.....

I feel like to write a post.....but....
a lot of but stop me from doing that....
lol....those but are laziness

原来，我是有感觉的人类。
原来.....
我真的是有感觉的.....

这些日子我过得很颓废，我怎么会变成这样？
我怎么啦？
真的很颓废 ，变成烂人了......
懒 + 烂 = shit

醒醒吧~
没人能救你了。

或许有一天mashiit会离开我的生命，
离开我的生活，或许......

半年多过去了，

我很怀念，
我很想念，

我很期盼。

哈哈哈.....虽然没有很喜欢很喜欢很喜欢这首歌，但，蛮喜欢里面的几句歌词。让我想起了一些事情，然后觉得很好笑。呵呵呵呵.......

Jay Sean - All Or Nothing

oh...Baby...
oh..Ye... oh...ye..oh...en..Baby

There wasn't anything I didn't love about u,
You'd do some stupid things and I'd laugh at those too,
And we went together like the summer in June
But who'd have known that it'd rain so soon

Thought I'd be the only one that'd make u smile,
Thought I'd be the only one that'd really know how
But u showed me different and I know better now,
I gotta get u out my system somehow

I replay it over and over again
U were my girl, now we 'ain't even friends,
U could've been my all or nothing, all or nothing,
Now to me your nothing, girl u r nothing, now your nothing

Put u on a pedestal, girl I held u so high
Was never too good at finding the words to describe,
Just how I felt for u but u know that I tried,
But somehow we went and changed inside

U damn near were my everything your still on my mind,
But I'd rather be here all alone and I'm doin just fine
Gotta take it back to the days before we met
And live our lives as strangers again

December days, my summer turned to winter
When u went away - I can't help but wonder
Was he worth my pain - U shud know better - and I shouldve too
And I cried, and u cried and we tried to make it work,
Almost died while we tried, is that what our love was worth,
If I cud do it again, I would be a better man,
Now I'm living with just memories

Erm.....其实从mashiit的post的颜色可以看得出mashiit写部落的心情的。你们知道吗？

灰色，白色......心情不是很好或者很不好

紫色.....莫名的快乐

粉红色.....心情还不错

然后为什么现在凌晨一点半了mashiit还不上床睡觉呢？嗯......不知道在等什么。嗯......也可能是因为要做assignment的关系吧~

她总是糊里糊涂，不知道怎么一回事，她怎么老是这样呢?怎么可以这样呢？年纪都一大把了，还这样，能不能给她一颗仙丹让她清醒过来，让她很清楚地知道自己站在哪里，正在做什么！

喂，你快要二十一岁了，不能再这样了，要靠自己了，是时候靠自己了。再这样下去，我真的很无言=.=lll

嗯....还是找不到那份安逸的感觉，所以，继续漂......
哈哈哈........

Muahahaha.....I love my family!!!
Erm....slowly, I realized that I already become a home sicker. Hahaha.....big big Hong also the same, miss her so much also, i think got more than half year didnt see her liao=.=lll.....

Before this I used to travel there and here with friends and school teams, but at that time I never felt home sick. Hehehe.....but now, I really become a home sicker and felt that my family members is the best!!!!

Hahaha.....they always dote on me and never forget to share what they have with me even I am not in JB, but they always remember me whenever they go shopping and having fun stuff. Buhahaha.....this coming CNY, I realy got not much time to pick a new dress, hehehe......but both of my dear sis already shopping crazily and helped me to bought some cloth already! Buahahaha.....one of them become my model helped me to test the cloth and one helped me to pick those nice cloth.

Hehehehe.....of course, I never forget them also, I bought a lot of keropok and their favourite satay cucuk!!!Wakakaka......wanna feed them become fat pig....@@

Wow hoo....3 more days to go.....my sweet home, wait for my return bah~
haiz....but still got 2 more assignments to go =.=lll.....erm......hahaha.....I believe I manage to finish them de!!!I can.....I always believe myself!!!^^

Erm......I felt that I am very lucky, at least I can back home at CNY and there are about eleven days of holiday for me, but the pity Uncle Jemin can only celebrate his CNY at Melbourne. Haiz......wanna send him some CNY food also cant, hahaha.....he said the mail box not big enough then need to go to post office to collect the parcel, very inconvenient. Then, no choice lor, hope he can pinggan-pinggan go to China town buy some CNY food on his own lor......wakakaka......^^

I felt very grateful because there are a lot of wonderful people enter my life^^

本来我只是喜欢mashimaro。
后来没什么喜欢了。
再后来，自从mashiit出现后，
就越来越喜欢了。
现在它成了我的laptop和手机的background还有msn的display picture。

有些东西不知道是什么时候开始成了mashiit生活的一部分，嘎嘎嘎.....大概是渐渐地习惯了吧~

我开始会觉得怕了.....
每一个决定，都有可能会是一个错误的开始。

我只想跟一些人说话，就一些人，可是往往会中骂，结果，就静静看，把话藏在keyboard下。哈哈哈....只要还在线就代表他还活着，酱就可以安心了。

等到真的不开心的时候才找他吧。可是又不想让人以为我只有不开心才会找他，想多说点话，但，就一定会被教训就对了，mashiit说她很无奈。偶尔就忍住不说咯。

我累......