24-12-2007


My 10 years "old friends" ya....(Girl"s Talk)


This is "short bus"................


Haha.......~.~..........mE on bus.........

Today just went out with two of my "old friend"!
So happy..........
It is not easy to have a "10" years friends. Hope our friendship will last forever.Actually will have two more person gather together on today, but they suddenly can't show themself............quite a pity........
However, still very happy to have meet this two friends. So nice, such a long time didn't see each other,we still got so much theme to talk and talk.......
That's why I always use "Girl's Talk" to name our photo..........hah!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hah........after a long talk.......it's time for us to go home lah......bye bye
While waiting the bus "112", we were discussing about the bus.
Then, I realize that the bus got 2 types ya........Normally there are 2 types which is "short bus" and "long bus". I were dizzling with this for a while........Lastly,I got to name which is "short bus" and which is "long bus"!

~"short bus" is the bus which I sat for today lor.The sit at the back will be higher than the others, just like a small stage.Hehe.........that's why I can took the photo in the bus at a higher place ya.

+Now become more like to shooting..........so I also took an idle photo of me on the bus lor......lolz

Cool man!!!!!

Pig in Honda????
Nop....................
Hahahaha ................jz place it on the newspaper..............

Chopstick+spoon...............watsup!!!!!!!


Really funny.............

Last two week jz have a meal at a Korea Restaurant..............
I got to find something special........
Not the meal,
Not the drinks,
Not the shop,

But..........
The chopstick + spoon and the sissy waiter...................
Such a weird shop!!!!!
The waiter was very sissy!!!!
This is the first time i eat something by using both tea spoon + chopstick!!!!

有时候，我的冲动或许让我失去了不少东西，可，如果没有了冲动的，或许我的一生将充满遗憾......

Someone had leave some memory 4 me with this photo.As long as u has been pass through my life i will never forget u..........no matter who u r.............no matter whether u has been hurt me or not!What has past already there and cannot be change,we can only look forward and be more bravery to face the future!!!!!

眼看十八岁就快要成为历史了,如今回想起这十八年来,我做了不少傻事也过得蛮精彩的。

我的十八岁，坦白说过得还满多波折的，但，这都不重要。重要的是，我的十八岁让我学会成长，让我学会跌到了要自己爬起来，让我知道，原来生命里，朋友比情人来得重要！谢谢我的朋友！谢谢你们在我最无助的时候陪我渡过。让我知道原来我不是一个人孤独的活着的！说真的，我很害怕失去朋友，所以丫，我觉得只要是曾经出现在我生命里的人我都会永远把你们留在记忆里的一部分的。虽然说我的十八岁就快要过晚了，但，我一点遗憾都没有，因为该做的我都已经做了，我真的过得很精彩!现在对我来说最重要的就是让我的十九岁也过得没有遗憾！接下来的目标应该就是好好努力读书，把STPM考好让自己没有遗憾，再好好的干一番大事业！这是我自己给自己的承诺，也是给自己施加的压力，真的什么都不重要了，除了考试！相信我一定可以做到的！

有位朋友告诉我说只要第一眼看见乌龟车时轻轻捏一下身边的人然后许个愿，愿望就会成真，我还真的相信了。结果，从那时开始许的愿在12月02日时终于成真了！或许是侥幸吧，也或许是我有所行动所以才会成真的！但，为了让自己更有冲劲的把STPM考好，现在每当我遇见乌龟车时都会为考试许个愿噢！

对于婚姻的看法

我终于过得了自己那一关，改变了对婚姻的看法。其实婚姻并没有想象中那样的恐怖，它也可以是很美满的。是我一直太固执了，现在我才发现原来婚姻美满与否是在于经营婚姻的人。婚姻失败不一定是对方的错，有可能自己也得付上一部分的责任。

曾经有一个婚姻失败的女人她对我说虽然她离了婚，但，她对于婚姻还是充满期待的。听了这句话以后，我才醒悟，我一直都在磨灭婚姻。是她让我改变了对婚姻的看法，因为一个曾经婚姻失败的人都有勇气再次相信婚姻，更何况是我，一个还未结婚的女生呢？

我不再害怕婚姻了!!!!!!

WE r suffering from living,
this all was because we r the one who r not willing to sacrifice a little bit more for the others.
To live happily,
try to give out some more without thinking the repaying!

22-22-2007
Wah...............
1st time took the wrong bus!!!!
Will nvr forgot this in my life..............
ME so blur......

dun noe wat can i write but from now on i think .i will start write my blog in english again...............
all was past, now start afresh!!!!!

当，
时间对了，缘份对了，
感觉却迟迟未到；
当，
感觉对了，缘份对了，
时间却错过了一切......
生命中，
悲哀的不是遗憾，
而是错过......

按键一按，
道出所有的心声，
勇敢的面对了自己和寂寞......

淡淡的友情比一切都好，
又回到了从前那样了，
找回那简简单单的感觉了，
失而复得的感觉特别好......
我一直所冀望的也只是
这么简单的罢了！

感情+责任=婚姻
少了其中一样，
就像是走了味的咖啡，
太苦或太淡......

时间 ，它真的很可恶，
它让我们冲破了极限，
又让我们回到了原点。

太久没写了，
灵感都渐渐的消失......
也许是没有了悲伤，
也许是没有了目标，
也许是渐渐的
我回到了原地......

没了的回忆
~~~~~~~~
回忆是最美的，
当你拥有时，
不曾想过会有失去的时候，
正当那一刻莅临时，
将会不知所措......

害怕尴尬，
讨厌尴尬，
可是它却总是
偏偏找上门。

没有了目标，
一瞬间，
不知该写些什么......或许，
故事到此就是终点，
不明确
也不再奢望有希望的出现......

当你投入一段舞蹈的时候，
或许你已经投入了一段感情的开始。

凌晨一点钟，
看着《舞动全城》，
有所感触，
留下了这么一句话......

一个人，
认真的时候，
可以是很吸引人的，
不论是男或女！！！

天旋地转，
世间就是那么奇妙，
与你厮守到老的那个人
或许不是你一生最爱的，
人生无奈，
虽不是一生挚爱，
但，
却是最适合自己的人。
能够与自己伴随到终老，
何得何能啊？

有既是无，
无既是有，
红尘无奈啊！
扫去红尘，
仅于一瞬，一滴泪......

最爱的人或许不是
伴你过一生的人，
错过了一生挚爱，
或许开始了等待，
等待那个愿意全心全意
爱着你的人吧~
他，
又会是谁呢？
他，
又会再次激起
那份热血热恋吗？
或许不会，
或许他不是你最爱的，
但，
或许他是这一世
最爱你的。
我坚信，
爱人不一定是痛苦的，
被爱不一定是幸福的，
这样的我是不是很矛盾啊？

疯了癫了之后，
还是会有清醒的时候！

我喜欢这样的大自然，
喜欢这样的天空，
喜欢这样的云朵。
你我喜好有别，
道不同不相为谋！
自由飞翔，
才是真正的幸福。

两只红蜻蜓，
在那绿油油的草地上
飞舞嬉戏......
而我们这一班，
却如此残忍，
拆散它们。
虽说是为了做实验，
但，
让它们如此牺牲，
对他们来说又公平吗？
倘若这一切是发生
于我们身上，
我们又心甘情愿
地让他人这样狠心
地拆散吗？

五彩缤纷的夕阳，
我没有办法留住，
只能然他成为回忆的一部分......

让自己走出阴霾，
走出更阔的天空！！！

古堡之屋，
梦寐之家，
入住之人为何？
梦境既是现实，
现实既是梦境。

我很累了，
不想再虐待自己了，
每天九点半
就跳上床呼噜大睡，
什么也不想了，
不再想了。
我真的累了，
再做任何事
也于事无补了，
结束已定，
我只能一切重新再来，
活出自己！
不知道是在逃避还是面对，
真的不知道，
我不知道还能做些什么，
我已经倒在擂台上，
被咖啡打晕了！

从前从前，
我一直无法解开心结，
现在现在，
我敞开心，
展开寻衅之旅。
不久以后，
我发现，
原来，
从前的我，
一直在逼着自己
做自己不喜欢的事;
现在的我，
少了一份责任，
少了一份承诺，
少了些许的忧伤。
我飞出“伤心”的园地啦！

一个让你心痛了又痛的人,
不论是朋友,还是......
都一定要以最宽大的心去面对他,
这样才不会变成
最熟悉的陌生人!

日出的感觉真好，
虽然身子是冰冷的，
但，
心里却是暖暖的......

咖啡喝多了,
写字都会抖,
心跳不规律,
快要破墙而出了!
咖啡VS兴奋剂...

紫蓝色的天空，
突如其来的一场大雨,
婆娑起舞的芭蕉扇，
一瞬风起云涌，
世间变幻，
我已置身九霄云外，
看着自己喜欢的大自然，
听着自己喜欢的歌，
提着自己喜欢的植物标本，
踏着轻盈的脚步，
朝新的一天迈进。

现在的我是真正的我吗？
此时此刻，我真的快乐吗？
有些话我永远都不会说，
有些事我永远都不会做，
有些意我永远都不会表达，
有些秘密永远都不会被揭发，
或许只有你知，
我知，
天知，
地知，
这或许将永远成为“不能说的秘密”吧！

有时侯，总觉得人生
不应该是那样赤裸裸
的展现出来，
有时侯， 保持一些神秘感，
反而别有一番滋味！
那是否意味着我应该停止在
这里写blog了呢？
也真不知道为什么，
最近总是无故兴致勃勃地
提起纸和笔，
就这样写啊写地写出blog了。
或许是人生经历太多了吧！
有没有觉得我长大了呢？

他，他，他......
都已成归忆。
追不回也无欲寻找。
请相信我，
现在，
我已是独自快乐飞舞之蝶。
即使有幸，再次偶遇，
一切都已成为最美的追忆。
独自一人或许是最美的宿命。

一瞬间，
不知怎么的爱上了九把刀
的言情小说，
以前从不看爱情小说的我，
怎么就迷恋上它了呢？
还真的只看九把刀的哦！
或许是那种机缘吧！
或许是故事的内容
太贴近人生了吧！
太真实，很舒服，
却又充满迷恋，
看了之后，真的舍不得放下，
总想马上一阅至终，
实在是太诱人了。

请不要给予我任何承诺，
若你无法做到；
失信于我，
将让我痛不欲生。
仅此是那芝麻般的承诺。
欲让我活得快乐，
简单的一句问候，
关心，
已经满足。
粉身碎骨，已无法收复，
请让我继续快乐自在地飞，
请让一切成为回忆，
在逼迫，
因为我已成灰烬。

再见，再见
意释不是会再次见面吗？
倘若不想在见面了，
又何必成天说再见呢？

过去的已无法重来，
别再回头看了,
越看只会越伤心......

女生只不过是女生，
又有多大的能奈能
把一切藏在心里头，
把一切默默承受，
把一切忍受下来......

现在的我
或许已经粉身碎骨，
化成灰烬，
再也无法还原了......

我喜欢借人东西，
但，
我不喜欢与人共用东西，
这样是自私还是
为了自我保护呢？

我只是个很简单的女生，
但，
却活在这个复杂的世界！

请把我想象成简单的我，
别把我复杂化了！

我只不过是在做回自己罢了！

付出的 ≠ 回报的
笑 ≠ 开心
哭 ≠ 难过
睡 ≠ 累
不说 ≠ 不在意
没有表示 ≠ 不用心
不问 ≠ 不关心
不摆臭脸 ≠ 不生气
摆臭脸 ≠ 生气
忍耐 ≠ 接受

女人的忍耐是有限的!!!
千万别激怒她们......

在难过的时候，
逃避或许会暂时减缓痛的程度;
坦然面对或许是解决问题的最好方法;
但，
那需要很大的勇气啊！

09-08-2007

今天得一个人搭巴士回家，
本还以为今天注定要孤单一人渡过这难过的一天......
怎知途中竟遇见好朋友！真是开心呢！
超难过的一天,幸好最终不是一个人渡过的。

有时侯，发现，身边的那个人，
并不一定适合自己，
应该学会放开一些，
不论是朋友或......

我不喜欢的，没人可以逼我做！
我不喜欢的，没人可以逼我要！
我不喜欢的，千万别去做，
否则我将永远无法原谅你！

每天身边都有不同的大小事发生，只是我们没有去留意罢了。
今天在等巴士时偶然看见一位妇女在追巴士，突然觉得有时侯，生命中有许多事是需要自己去追寻及努力的，但，也的看缘分这回事啊！如果那妇女不努力，或许她今天就得迟回家了。

第一次在巴士上睡着！其实还蛮好玩的，幸好没睡过了站！不知道吃了什么催眠药，一整天累的要命！真的不小心睡着了......

有些事，
学会放下之后，
整个人也轻松、自在、快乐多了！
有些时候，
可能有
一样的想法、
一样的目标、
一样的默契：
但，
少了一样的心，
或许一切都不一样了！

灰沉沉的我，
什么时候才会爱上鲜艳的颜色呢？
那天到来的时候，
就是我脱胎换谷的时刻吧！

电话，
它是个坏东西！
它让我开始了一切，
也让我结束了一切。

有些伤口不去碰它或许就不会有事，
一旦不小心触碰到了，
就会很痛很痛...
有时侯宁愿选择逃避，
这样或许永远都不会痛了。

咖啡

说我喜欢咖啡
不如说我依赖它。
咖啡的香，
咖啡的浓，
咖啡的醉，
让我不愿意清醒过来！

霸道的我，
是否做错了什么？
让这地球360°地
转了一圈！

26-07-2007



有时侯在一起
不一定是最好的选择，

那

为什么不试着偶尔
选择分开一下呢？

美丽花蝴蝶
一首蛮好听的歌
歌词是这样的......

你像只蝴蝶在天上飞，
飞来飞去飞不到我身边......

蛮有意思的！

我累了....
想停下脚步，
不再往前走了.

为什么一切会变成这样？
....................

我真的累了......

24-07-2007

2day oso a nice day!!!
Although hv 2 take bus back 2 home but it was a nice journey!!!
I got 2 meet my primary school friend leh!!!! Very happy.......
Such a long time didn'1 see her oredi............it was such a miracle can meet her on the bus.
It is oso quite funny,we live in the same kampung but never get chance 2 meet her!!!
2day was such a special day!!!!Quite Happy.............

人与人之间......

不能做朋友因为彼此伤害过，
不能做敌人因为彼此深爱过，
所以只能做最熟悉的陌生人！

My lovely bubble!!


Happy Memory @ Mc Donald!!!!

29-06-2007
Wow Happy Memory @ Mc Donald!!!!
So childish leh still playing the bubbles!!!
But today really very HAPPY!!!
UnForGetABle...............

KemPas RocKs!!!

21-07-2007

Wow.........such a long time didn'1 blogging liao.......really miss it!!!!
2day is a nice day,i love it!
All my friends were gather at CS!!!
We were chating n chating all the day.
Story of girl...............
At such a precious opportunity,we got to take a cute photo!
All are "beauty" leh!!!! ...................uek!!!(spliting)

Sunway Lagoon

19-12-2007
8.00a.m.we checked out and continue our journey.The next station will be the Sunway Lagoon.Wow,there were many shock activities we had play at there.We were playing as crazy as we can at there!It was a fun day.

On night,deng......deng......
Something serious happend.
O...o...my friend realised that she lost something means a lot to her at Sunway Lagoon.But I was blur blur at that time,I also felt very sad and scared,I don't know how to faced her!All of my best friend were not with me at that time,I was very very scared and almost going to cry liao!!!I can say nothing at that time because she handed the thing to me but I didn't take good care of it,my careless were made her lost the thing.I think this is my fault but I don't know what can I do for her.The thing she lost maybe mean nothing to you and me but it means a lot to her and it can't be buy using the money.I apologize to her sincerely at here.

After a few hours,all of my friends and I were gather in the girl's room.Then,something funny happened.My friend and I were going to send the medicine to our friend which live in another room.But we were knocking the wrong room but we still not realised yet until the room's owner opened the door then we were having a shocked.Oh my godness!We went to the wrong room liao.The room owner was thinking that we were playing tricks at them so......................
They all are teenagers,so they also did the same thing,they come to knock our door and run away.Although we already apologized to them but they still did things like that.Then,we going to play something more interesting!

My friend,Kai Wei were suggested to make a room call to the room which we enter wrongly(721).Hahahaha.......................very funny!!!
Kai Wei were posted as a girl's sound and speaked to the 721room owner and tell them that the hotel they live will have supper deliver service.Then,Kai Wei asked them what language are they going to choose to make the order.Then the 721 room owner said they would like to choose a dialect,but Kai Wei answered them he could not speak that dialect because he is "BANANA"!Hahahaha....the whole room was going to fill up with the laughing sound but we had to bear it and laugh silently for not to interrupt Kai Wei's planed.Then,he continued on asking the room owner what would they like to order,burger,soft drink,hot or cold.......After finished order the food,Kai Wei end the call.But now..........then we felt a little bit worry that the 721 room owner might call to the hotel customer service to confirm the service.Now,we made another planed......
We decided to call to that room again and cancel that service.Kai Wei called to that room again and told the room owner the service was just for certain room only so their room are not able to have such service.Hu.......

After 1++a.m.,I had my coughing pil and then became blur blur liao.I went to sleep at 1.40a.m. But at almost 3++a.m. I saw Kai Wei were still holding the phone and talk.............
Are they still playing with the phone or having another plan?

The next day,when the time having breakfast,we were try to find the 721 room owner and see are they talking about last night's strange call.But we didn't see them at all.What a pity!

Then,we continue our journey to Time Square and Sungai Wang.

Genting


Genting


Genting

Yeah!Finally get well after a serious coughing!
Continue the story on travel......
After eating that awful breakfast we already lost some mood but that was still ok.After that,deng...deng...
After we bought the ticket for playing at the playground,then we knew that most of the outdoor activities were close because of the rain!!!We were a bit angry with that lah!But we can do nothing at that time.So we decided to play the indoor activities first and waiting for the rain to stop.
We played the rio float,bumper car and also the 4D Motion Master.Haha...When we played the bumper car,friends all were very bad they gang up and bump me together.Bump!!!

After played all these indoor activities,the rain was also almost going to stop already.Then,we carry on playing some DULL outdoor activities......tea cup,pirate train,dinosaurland...
When we sat in the tea cup,my friend was very bad,he control the tea cup and let the tea cup to rotate as fast as it could.Oh my god!!!I am going to fainted liao!!!So dizzy...

Wow,finally finish playing all these dull activities!But.......we were became the "luo tang ji"!!!Our cloths were very wet.Felt very uncomfortable.Then,we go to change our cloths and continue shopping.When we steped in to the hotel's room,wah!!!!!!!!!!!
Another shocked again.Wah,cannot tahan,the room was very dirty and very untidy.Hen........I called to the customer service and asked for the cleaner to clean the room for us but after waiting for a long time the cleaner still not coming yet.Quite angry at that time.After 1++hour then the cleaner came to my room and start the cleaning work.Hu......finally can take a bath liao............

A bit shamed shamed lah......the door of the bath room was made by the glass which can saw a little bit action of the people who use the bath room.

Haha......after shopping and playing a whole day + just slept 10 minutes for the last night to day was very tired!When my friendsand I going to sleep,The others friends were coming to our room and said something thing to shock us.Two of my boy's friend were started nonsense.They said that my room were facing to the "Pintu Kecemasan"and the cleaning store were beside my room,there will have a lot of "DIRTY" things!Hoho......my friends and I were very scared and asked to change the room the the guys but they refuse to do that.Haha..........something funny happened.Then,we request the guys to stay we us on that night but they still refused to do that.Finally,my friends and I decided to move tothe guys room at stayed with them,the guys were refused at the begining but at the end they have no choice.Then,we moved to their room and sleep together.We did nothing on that night don't think about the "dirty" things ah.